My 20th Birthday 14 Feb 2012~

Yesterday was my 20th birthday. Yeah, leaving the teens world and entering an adult world. Goodbye teen ages.

First of all, I got surprise from Muhammad Zarif Syafiq. He call me at 12am accurately, and sang Happy birthday song to me. You know what, no one ever sing happy birthday song just like him. And that makes me touched. Too many surprise I received from him in 3 months time. Thanks a lot Zarif, for making me really really happy. :)
Even you don't give me some speech or doa's, I hope I will be in your 5 times prayer doa. :)

Then, I got many wishes and doa's from my fb friends.  Thanks friends, for the wishes.

Even though yesterday was not cheerful day for me because of something happen in the house, it's still bright by thinking about Zarif~

Even though your not spending your time at all for me, I still appreciate that you've used some time to text me. And I am really really sorry if I am making you sad or hurt, I don't have any intention to makes you sad or hurt. It's just me that being moody yesterday, again I am sorry.

Another surprise I've received is a cake and a card from my bestie, Atiqah. At first, she post at my fb that she have some story to tell me. And she asked me to wait until 1am., then okey I waited for her as I am waiting for Zarif to text me also.

Then, she post at fb again and asked me to open the door first if I wanted to know what story she's gonna tell. Okey fine, I opened up the door. As I open the door, I was really surprise because her sister holding a cake and she gave me the card. I was just speechless because this is the first time I've received the surprise like that! Thank you so much friend!

this is the cake from my bestie

cute card!

Haha read the wishes~

And surprise for today is my mom made a pulut kuning with a curry chicken. That's my favourite. Thank you so much mom! Loveyou~♥ ♥

And guess what I received a poem that makes me really touched!

You know what Zarif, you are the special, and the sweetest person in my life! No one treat me just like you treat me. I am really2 appreciate that. Thank you so much!! ♥ ♥

THIS IS THE MOST SPECIAL BIRTHDAY I HAD! because I have family, friends and Muhammad Zarif Syafiq with me! Thank you! :') ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The Reason Why~

Assalamualaikum..,

Zarif asked me why I love him.. Actually, all the words cannot come out from my mouth. >.<

Okey dear, this is my answer/ reason why I love you~

1. You are the most special person in my life after Allah, Rasulullah and my family ( i told this for so many times. hehe)

2. You cheer my day

3. My day wasn't complete without you

4. You make me smile when I am thinking about you

5. The reason I love you is you, being you and just you!

6. You treat me very special. No one treat me special like you before this.

Actually, there's a thousands reason why I love you. I told you some so, I keep it first because no words can express the actual feeling. Always check the twitter, so that you can read all the love words that I wrote to know what I feel~

And, I told you that I wanted to be a straight (tegas yang bertempat) mom one day. Actually I'm not too straight like a serious mom. I just being straight for the sake of our children to be a very good person. At the same time, I wanna be our children friends that they can told me their problem and be a sporting mom! There is a lot as you said you wanna be the best father to our children. Me also wanna be the best mom! What's on my mind now actually, be the best parents to our children can lead to a good personality to our children.

The most important thing is we teach our children the basics of Islam. Dan terapkan Islam dalam diri mereka, agar one day they can be a soleh/solehah that can always make a doa for us if we are leaving this world forever.

This is our future family. There is you and me, Furqan, Aisya and another one (no name yet) hehe.