Just For You~

"Dahulukan mengucap salam, ucapkan selamat dengan senyuman, tumpukan perhatian anda kepada mereka agar anda menjadi orang yang sangat mereka cintai dan dekat dengan mereka."

Kekasihku,
Hari ini aku mengadu pada sang KEKASIH, pencipta kau dan aku. Aku ingin menjadi kekasihmu yang patuh pada sang KEKASIH. Aku mohon pada sang KEKASIH agar ditautkan hatiku dan hatimu agar kita bisa jadi sepasang kekasih yang diredhai sang KEKASIH.

Kekasihku sayang,
Aku ingin menjadi sandaran hatimu. Menenangkan tatkala kau kecewa atau terluka tapi aku tidak mahu kau lupa pada sang KEKASIH kerana aku terlalu kasih pada sang KEKASIH. Aku mahu kau menjadi kekasihku yang hebat tanpa melupakan sang KEKASIH.

Wahai kekasihku,
Aku kekasihmu yang akan berdoa saban waktu agar sang KEKASIH memudahkan perjalanan hidupku dan hidupmu. Aku kekasihmu tapi aku tak mampu membahagiakanmu setiap waktu, lalu aku mohon pada sang KEKASIH agar kekasihku bahagia dan dilimpahi cinta sang KEKASIH.

Kekasihku,
Aku tidak mahu kau jadi kekasih yang lemah. Janganlah kita tunduk pada hawa nafsu. Aku mahu jadi kekasih yang bernilai di mata kekasihku agar diredhai sang KEKASIH. Aku menyayangimu duhai kekasihku!

Wahai Kekasih,
Aku kekasihmu yang terlalu daif. Apa yang ada padaku adalah hak milik sang KEKASIH. Aku ingin jadi kekasihmu yang tahu erti syukur dan aku juga mahu kekasihku selalu bersyukur.

Mid Semester [MIAT] and Semester Break [MSU]~

Bermula daripada hari Jumaat 16 March sampai hari ini, Ahad 25 March, me and Zarif cuti seminggu. Saya cuti semester manakala Zarif cuti mid semester. Heee tak sangka cuti tarikh yang sama.

This holiday, both of us spend a lot of time together. Going out for a movie and cyber cafe, shopping groceries, go to the bookstores to finish up the voucher, going to Low Yat and Sunway Pyramid. What a great time and precious time together.

I love it when we are go to the tesco and bought some groceries. Because at that time, I felt like we are legally husband and wife.

Then, we're going to Low Yat. We are using LRT and monorail. heeee. It's a great time we spend together, seriously.

Going to Sunway Pyramid also I have so much great time with Zarif, because we are going there by taking bus from my house and take another bus at Asia Jaya. :P
Zarif and I going to Jusco, and choose for him the best cloth, going to popular and bought an album for us to keep all pics in the album. Finally, we are going for ice skating together. I thanked him so much because bring me to the ice skating rink. It's been for many years I'm not skating. And we skate together and try a new skating style. hehehe. It's fun time together.

And today morning, he let me drive his car. Heee I feel great when I know how to drive and he teach me how to drive too. Thank you, love!!

All of these activities, I haven't did with someone else before. Zarif the only one that I have so much precious time with. Thank you love, for doing all these thing with me together. I won't forget the time that we shared together until I died.

All the time that we spend and shared together, I am really appreaciate it and this is the most precious and lovely time I had in my life just with you, MZSAZ!

I am really2 hope that our relationship will last longer until Jannah. And I will be the best wife for you when we get married. I will be your solehah and mithali wife and mother to our children.

My 20th Birthday 14 Feb 2012~

Yesterday was my 20th birthday. Yeah, leaving the teens world and entering an adult world. Goodbye teen ages.

First of all, I got surprise from Muhammad Zarif Syafiq. He call me at 12am accurately, and sang Happy birthday song to me. You know what, no one ever sing happy birthday song just like him. And that makes me touched. Too many surprise I received from him in 3 months time. Thanks a lot Zarif, for making me really really happy. :)
Even you don't give me some speech or doa's, I hope I will be in your 5 times prayer doa. :)

Then, I got many wishes and doa's from my fb friends.  Thanks friends, for the wishes.

Even though yesterday was not cheerful day for me because of something happen in the house, it's still bright by thinking about Zarif~

Even though your not spending your time at all for me, I still appreciate that you've used some time to text me. And I am really really sorry if I am making you sad or hurt, I don't have any intention to makes you sad or hurt. It's just me that being moody yesterday, again I am sorry.

Another surprise I've received is a cake and a card from my bestie, Atiqah. At first, she post at my fb that she have some story to tell me. And she asked me to wait until 1am., then okey I waited for her as I am waiting for Zarif to text me also.

Then, she post at fb again and asked me to open the door first if I wanted to know what story she's gonna tell. Okey fine, I opened up the door. As I open the door, I was really surprise because her sister holding a cake and she gave me the card. I was just speechless because this is the first time I've received the surprise like that! Thank you so much friend!

this is the cake from my bestie

cute card!

Haha read the wishes~

And surprise for today is my mom made a pulut kuning with a curry chicken. That's my favourite. Thank you so much mom! Loveyou~♥ ♥

And guess what I received a poem that makes me really touched!

You know what Zarif, you are the special, and the sweetest person in my life! No one treat me just like you treat me. I am really2 appreciate that. Thank you so much!! ♥ ♥

THIS IS THE MOST SPECIAL BIRTHDAY I HAD! because I have family, friends and Muhammad Zarif Syafiq with me! Thank you! :') ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The Reason Why~

Assalamualaikum..,

Zarif asked me why I love him.. Actually, all the words cannot come out from my mouth. >.<

Okey dear, this is my answer/ reason why I love you~

1. You are the most special person in my life after Allah, Rasulullah and my family ( i told this for so many times. hehe)

2. You cheer my day

3. My day wasn't complete without you

4. You make me smile when I am thinking about you

5. The reason I love you is you, being you and just you!

6. You treat me very special. No one treat me special like you before this.

Actually, there's a thousands reason why I love you. I told you some so, I keep it first because no words can express the actual feeling. Always check the twitter, so that you can read all the love words that I wrote to know what I feel~

And, I told you that I wanted to be a straight (tegas yang bertempat) mom one day. Actually I'm not too straight like a serious mom. I just being straight for the sake of our children to be a very good person. At the same time, I wanna be our children friends that they can told me their problem and be a sporting mom! There is a lot as you said you wanna be the best father to our children. Me also wanna be the best mom! What's on my mind now actually, be the best parents to our children can lead to a good personality to our children.

The most important thing is we teach our children the basics of Islam. Dan terapkan Islam dalam diri mereka, agar one day they can be a soleh/solehah that can always make a doa for us if we are leaving this world forever.

This is our future family. There is you and me, Furqan, Aisya and another one (no name yet) hehe.

Andai Lelaki Tahu..

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,
lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya
tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata,
itu bukan bermakna dia lemah,
tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan
untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan marah,
memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya
tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya
dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu.

Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh.
Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang,
semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak,
dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas,
tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah,
itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya,
tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik,
bukan untuk dirinya,
tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda,
bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..
tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda
dan masih menganggap anda anak kecil
yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian.

Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya,
anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi.
Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat.
Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan merajuk,
jangan kata dia mengada-ngada.
Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit
atau hadiah sedozen,
tetapi cukup dengan perhatian
yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’,
itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai
tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya,
bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata
tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu,
dia benar-benar maksudkannya.
Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu,
jangan percaya kata-katanya
kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu.
Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya.
Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya.

Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah,
walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya
tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan menjadi degil,
dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil
tapi dia mahu melihat
sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya.

Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut.
Andai kena caranya,
jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.

Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan.
Dia terlalu emosional.
Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda
dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu
dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri.
Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami,
mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan.

Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali.
Di sebalik air matanya,
tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan
yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya.
Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah
tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri
yang bisa menggoncang dunia
dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya.

Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda
kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja
tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyokong anda
dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna.

Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu
yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda

Assalamualaikum.,

Today, I woke up in the morning and then look at my phone. I got 2 messages from Zarif, he makes me smile and everytime he makes me smile when I am reading his texts. But, one messages from him today makes me touched and have a big smile...hihihi. <3

Seriously, I miss him so much!!

Today also, I just attend only one class. Suppose today got 4 class from 9am-6pm. Yeah, of course I am happy. The 9am class postpone to 2pm. Then, the other class are cancel. ( don't mind my grammar )

Today just have a Phlebotomy lab.., and me performing venipuncture on the fake hand. haha. And you know what? I think I can take/withdraw patients blood after this. Sorry if it's painful~

Here some pictures on the lab., actually this scene is after the lab session. And the pics been snap by my friend immediately because afraid being caught by the lab technician. Luckily, the lab technician came after the snapping picture session. =P

Huhu. Then, while going back. I felt lucky when I am not wasting my time by waiting for the bus as I reach the bus stop there is a bus.

Then, the second bus are empty you know. No people inside the bus. There is only a woman and me in the bus.

Haha taken from my fav seat.

I feels like a boss! With a bus and a driver. *day dreaming

Hahaha I think thats all for today. I don't have any idea to write more in this entry. Huhu.

p/s --> My english is so bad...Sorry for the broken english that I wrote.

Mencintaimu KeranaNya~

<<Ku mENciNTaiMU keRaNa Allah <<

Ya RABBI, jika cintaku kau ciptakan untuk dia..

Tabahkan hatinya,
Teguhkan imannya,
Sucikan cintanya,
Lembutkan rindunya.

Ya RABBI, jika hatiku kau ciptakan untuk dia..

Penuhi hatinya dengan kasih-Mu,
Terangi langkahnya dengan nur-Mu,
Bisikan kedamaian dalam kegelapan,
Temani dia dalam sunyi sebuah penantian.

Ya RABBI, ku titipkan cintaku pada Mu untuknya..

Sampaikan rinduku pada rindunya,
Bimbinglah cintaku dan cintanya,
Satukan hidupku dan hidupnya dalam cinta Mu,
Kami ingin syurga Mu dengan kasih sayang...

Sungguh pun aku mencintai dirinya kerana-Mu, Ya Allah..~

Benar, Akila Cintakan Zarif keranaNya.